Okay, first things first. I would like the world to know that our dean is like soooooooo cool. I was absolutely right when I said that she rocks. Although, I am still starstrucked by her. She is my idol. Dean Luna is ♥ I am really ecstatic. hahaha.
We had classes this beautiful Saturday morning. It was perfect for a gimmick day but we had to stay in school the whole morning. But, spending it with the dean, it was definitely worth it. Anyhoo, we talked about some psychiatric disorders and everything was in sync with what I was thinking and yeah, feeling too.
I just heard this news about this Highschool batchmate and minutes after that we were discussing about Major depression. About grieving. about losing someone…
I also remembered those days where this certain former friend of mine was calling me practically every other minute just to check if I’m okay. You know why? I had…HAD suicidal attempts. And if you asked me about this I swear, I won’t say a word. I couldn’t really move because every second of that memory was still oh so fresh. So there.
And and and the Obsessive Compulsive Personality Disorder, I remembered only one person…Sikaret. haha. Although it wasn’t as severe as what was described in the lecture. And with conduct disorders, some of the personality disorders and eating disorders particularly anorexia nervosa, I remembered some people from my High school.
Then I remembered my Psych days discussing Schizo.
Why is psychiatric nursing out to get me? No I’m not schizo. It’s just that it brought back memories I was trying my ass out to repress.
Based on the symptoms, I think I have a personality disorder. Hahahaha!
I SUPER LOVE DEAN LUNA 
